she layed back down and rested her body in the spot he lay silently only an hour ago.that was over a week an a half ago. she decided there was no point in looking for him. thats when the emotional shut down started. she was of course going to look for him but then decided not to. She shook her head because she didnt believe what he was telling her! she didnt believe she deserves better.
She tried to grab for him but he wasnt there. him silently sleeping and her staring at him and holding on to him she forgot everything bad that had ever happened to them. but in that moment when they lay there together in her bed. she had tried desperatly to get him to stay. she had told chuck bass that she loves him. she hugged him so tight she had to stop for a second to make sure he was still breathing.
his eyes red, and hair messy, staring blankly at her. When blair was told chuck was in her bedroom the night of her moms wedding by the housekeeper Dorota she was intent on yelling at him until one of them ended up crying. blairs mother barely noticed because cyrus rose took all her undivided attention. she believed that blair was past mourning, past forgetting, she was on an emotional shutdown. blair's "condition" had gotten so bad since he left. Serena had been calling her once an hour since it happened. not mad at him but mad at herself for falling asleep. I TRIED TO CAPTURE THEIR MOOD! YOUR COMMENTS WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!_How could he do this to her again? how could he come to her and basically fall into her arms then abandon her AGAIN? she was mad. I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS! THIS HAS MORE TO DO OF THE EMOTIONS OF BLAIR AND CHUCK.
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